Today began with a pain in the neck, fears for the future, uncertainty... the usual mixed bag after a rough night. Pushing myself to warm up to the morning routine with one question bouncing around: What am I doing? The answer echoes off many inspirations while I am packing my bag for a day of deskwork at some new WIFI location. One last item is a book... the Tao Te Ching; it offered an answer to my questions. What am I doing?
Now,
Weapons are instruments of evil omen;
Creation abhors them.
Therefore,
One who aspires to the Way
does not abide in them.
The superior man
at home honors the left,
on the battlefield honors the right.
Therefore,
Weapons are not instruments of the superior man;
Weapons are instruments of evil omen,
to be used only when there is no other choice.
He places placidity above all
and refuses to prettify weapons;
If one prettifies weapons,
this is to delight in the killing of others.
Now,
One who delights in the killing of others
Cannot exercise his will over all under heaven.
For this reason,
On occasions for celebration,
the left is given priority,
On occasions for mourning,
the right is given priority.
Therefore,
A deputy general stands on the left,
The general-in-chief stands on the right.
In other words,
They stand in accordance with mourning ritual.
The killing of masses of human beings,
we bewail with sorrow and grief;
Victory in battle,
we commemorate with mourning ritual.
If I am reading into this correctly, and bear with me for having a twisty mind...
I am fully capable of action but must always choose between one or the other, creativity or destruction, good or evil, etc. At my core I believe in life as art and CHOICE as the greatest freedom. My ethics allow me to show support (ie fight) for what I believe is best, but I exist within a society quickly losing touch with basic rights. Everyone seems to get up in arms without regard for the consequences, with no consideration for balance.
I am here to address the balance. Providing a space for freedom of expression, creativity, and movement. Allowing others to express themselves and working towards unshackling community from the strictures imposed by the American conservative paradigm in society might be the greatest achievement in my lifetime.
Now to create an app for that.